The father of Billie Piper's baby yesterday admitted he initially struggled to love him.
Actor Laurence Fox, 30, said it took him time to adjust to being a dad to Winston, now three months old.
He said: "I went through really odd feelings such as 'Do I even want this baby?' At one point I wanted to go out and set fire to all my possessions. Very odd."
But Laurence, who married actress Billie in 2007, said Winston's first smile won him over.