Ever since Scarlett Johansson
divorced from Ryan Reynolds
back in 2010 she's dated lots of Hollywoods hunks, including Sean Penn
. But now the actress admits that she's still not over the "horrible" split from her ex-husband: "It's still there. More than anything, it's just that not having your buddy around all the time is weird", she said about Ryan, who has rebounded with actress Blake Lively
. We can't imagine how har it must've been ...